Echoes of Rheni

​As  we approach the month of May, we have many functions to look forward to, as it is often considered a festive time. Yesterday was my friend’s brother’s wedding, and it felt truly special, marking the first celebration of the season. Although only a small group of people had gathered, the occasion became a beautiful expression of genuine love and true friendship, free from any pretence. At first, it felt a little disappointing to see such a limited gathering, but later we realized that even a small group can create a meaningful impact when the love shared is sincere and heartfelt.

​ It was the final day of class, and we had all gathered for the project viva. The atmosphere was a mix of fear and excitement. Some students were confident and eager to present their ideas, while others seemed unsure, even unfamiliar with what was written in their own projects. *]:pointer-events-auto R6Vx5W_threadScrollVars scroll-mb-[calc(var(--scroll-root-safe-area-inset-bottom,0px)+var(--thread-response-height))] scroll-mt-(--header-height)" dir="auto" data-turn-id="5f36e216-3456-4e87-95fb-e0abda7b2e2c" data-testid="conversation-turn-1" data-scroll-anchor="false" data-turn="user" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"> *]:pointer-events-auto [content-visibility:auto] supports-[content-visibility:auto]:[contain-intrinsic-size:auto_100lvh] R6Vx5W_threadScrollVars scroll-mb-[calc(var(--scroll-root-safe-area-inset-bottom,0px)+var(--thread-response-height))] scroll-mt-[calc(var(--header-height)+min(200px,max(70px,20svh...

Amidst engaging days, today turned out to be quite ordinary, marked only by basic routines. The day was mostly spent eating, watching TV, and sleeping, with nothing particularly productive accomplished. To be honest, it felt both boring and somewhat exhausting. *]:pointer-events-auto R6Vx5W_threadScrollVars scroll-mb-[calc(var(--scroll-root-safe-area-inset-bottom,0px)+var(--thread-response-height))] scroll-mt-(--header-height)" dir="auto" data-turn-id="2370c772-40a3-460f-9083-6e99d5dccd60" data-testid="conversation-turn-7" data-scroll-anchor="false" data-turn="user" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"> *]:pointer-events-auto [content-visibility:auto] supports-[content-visibility:auto]:[contain-intrinsic-size:auto_100lvh] R6Vx5W_threadScrollVars scroll-mb-[calc(var(--scroll-root-safe-area-inset-bottom,0px)+var(--thread-response-height))] scroll-mt-[calc(var(--header-height)+min(200px,max(70px,20svh)))]" dir=...

​ This was the day many had long awaited to fulfill their civic duty. Amidst the excitement and noise surrounding the campaigns, voters were faced with the responsibility of choosing a party capable of bringing meaningful change. The entry of a famous actor turned the election into a topic of widespread discussion. First-time voters, in particular, were enthusiastic, urging their families and friends to cast their votes in support of the actor. Some even waited for him to release a video expressing his views before deciding whom to vote for. Overall, the election became almost festive in spirit, especially among the youth, as it sparked curiosity and excitement, with many eager to see their favored actor rise to power.

​ As the big day arrived, many students were filled with fear and anticipation about the questions that might be posed by the examiners, while others appeared calm, as though nothing was happening, despite their inner anxiety. As the clock ticked on, the viva began, and students were called in one by one. The girls were initially relieved, assuming their turn would come later since they followed the boys, and that time constraints might limit the number of questions asked. However, the internal examiner called out names at random, leaving everyone uncertain and slightly unsettled, as no one could predict their turn. Despite the tension, the experience proved to be valuable, as presenting one’s work within a short span of time is undeniably challenging. In the end, it turned out to be a wholesome experience. The presence of a calm and approachable external examiner created a reassuring atmosphere, instilling in us the confidence that we could perform even better.

​ I have always been someone who dislikes being restricted. One day, when I went out and failed to return home at the time my parents had set, I was scolded. That moment made me realize that I am still bound by their rules. It forced me to rethink my sense of self. Although I often tell myself that I am being true to who I am, I began to question whether that is really the case. This realisation led me to believe that, in order to truly be myself, I need independence, and I feel that living alone might be the only way to achieve it.

As the days drew closer to the final viva voce for the project, a notification arrived from the desk of the Head of the Department announcing that the viva had been postponed by a week. The news sparked a wave of joy among the students, as it granted them additional time to prepare. Although they were aware that the extension was brief, the childlike excitement within them delighted in the simple relief of seeing the notice. In much the same way, people tend to cherish such moments of happiness, even when they know they are only temporary. ​

​ As time passed, the students grew increasingly anxious to obtain their guides’ signatures, since their viva was scheduled for the following day. Many had selected their project topics only toward the end of March, which left them struggling to meet the required submission standards. While some students sought guidance from their supervisors, others relied on classmates who had already completed their projects. It was striking to observe such intense seriousness and urgency among them as they engaged in this process. At the same time, experiences like these often help students develop better planning and organizational skills, enabling them to avoid similar challenges in the future.

​ I was not a person who used to attend seminars and lectures, as I found them boring and tiring. It was only because of the compulsion from our head that I attended such seminars here. Initially, I felt worried and uninterested, but after listening to those thought-provoking lectures, I was able to change myself drastically. I gradually began to attend them with great enthusiasm and energy. Each day, we get to learn new things that provide essential knowledge and help us handle life more effectively than before. Therefore, attending such events is always beneficial, as it helps us gain knowledge and grow into better individuals in the future.

​ I had never imagined that I would speak with that one person, even though I had longed to. It was completely unexpected when she took the initiative to talk to me, and it felt wonderful. She began the conversation, and as the days passed, we gradually formed a bond that feels unbreakable. She has become someone irreplaceable in my life, someone I could never imagine losing. It was overwhelming to finally connect with the very person I had once hesitated to approach out of fear. Now, she stands beside me, caring for me in ways no one else ever has. It all feels almost unreal, and I am truly grateful. I will forever cherish the time we have shared together.

​ The juniors marched into the seniors’ den and announced that they would be hosting a farewell. At first, it was a moment of joy, as everyone was excited to skip classes, especially since it had been a long time since such an event had been held. However, as the reality set in that this would be their final program on campus, tears welled up unconsciously. Though the celebration began with excitement, it gradually gave way to a quiet sense of worry and realization. Seeing the seniors grow emotional, the juniors approached them with warmth and comfort. The corridor soon filled with a mix of overwhelming emotions, blending joy with heartfelt sorrow.

​ It was I who never knew what the future held for me. But suddenly, a voice seemed to echo all around: “Don’t be afraid; you will enjoy your life. God will never abandon you at any time.” These words awakened a deep sense of relief and hope within me, reminding me that everyone exists with a purpose. This realization was truly transformative as it helped me overcome my fears and uncertainties about the future and inspired me to live with genuine joy. Now, I believe firmly that I have a purpose to fulfill in this world, and I will fulfill it indeed